I am 40 years old man and have been married and divorced twice, I have also had many relationships.

I am always the one to break these relationships off, as time goes on I know they aren’t the right person for me.

I can’t remember a time I didn’t have a woman, it seems when i become single there is an instant replacement.

So for the past 3 months i’ve been single but i’ve been going to brothels to fulfil my s***** needs.

I don’t have any guilt about this, i pay for a service and sleep with some truly amazing women

I worry that maybe I will never be a normal person again

its a secret life i share with no one