I shouldn’t have let the fact you are younger than me effect. The decision I made. I thought I had a chance to atone for it but I see the time isn’t right now. I hope you find the same feeling in your heart one day and I can get the chance to show you who I really am and how much I cAre about you. But for now I’ll just keep pushing through and doing what I need to in my life. I feel a genuine connection but it just isn’t the right time. I hope I find someone that makes me feel like I feel when I’m with you. I hope I find you but maybe it isn’t in the cards. I just want the feeling one day.