I had a great job opportunity lined up this summer. I quit my previous job, went through training, and spent one full day before I quit with a day's

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I had a great job opportunity lined up this summer. I quit my previous job, went through training, and spent one full day before I quit with a day’s notice. My anxiety about the job went through the roof on the first day, and as a knee jerk reaction, I quit. Now I have been unemployed since July and have been forced to rely on my girlfriend. I have lied to every friend I have about my work situation. Truth is, none of the jobs I’ve been applying for since have worked out in my favor. The ones I have been very interested in chose not to interview me, and others have been low level, low paying retail jobs. I feel like I will never advance anymore. I have lost all confidence in myself and am on the brink of a mental breakdown, all because I left my anxiety get the better of me.

This has been the worst few months of my life, and I would give anything to go back and prevent myself from quitting my old job and trying to get a new one. I can’t be hired back because of internal company problems, nor have I had any real luck in finding something I can be proud of. All of my friends have excellent jobs and had no prior work experience. Now I can’t even stand to be around them because I know that I am an unemployed, worthless, penniless fool who is wasting his time on a useless college degree and who can’t even find a decent job.

Moving away is not an option, but if it were, I’d drop everything and leave this behind. I would never come back here. I would never miss it, either.

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I hate that the women I want to have se.x with, you have to get to know them first and build a rapport. You can’t just say ‘Come to bed with me’ you have to talk about and do a bunch of unrelated s.hit that has nothing to do with s.ex. And even then, after all that you might not get them into bed.

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From “Etobicoke Life Magazine”
March 1999

“Walmart Workers Busted”

“A number of Walmart workers have been charged with theft of over $10,000….investigators used video evidence….workers removed security tags from VCRs….

Charged is J— Jasenec, age 24 and ……”

1. Etobicoke Life Magazine has been defunct since 2002, but you can research it at the Toronto Reference Library

2. This took place at the Honeydale Walmart

3. F*** YOU Sister Marie Howorth!! You had no f***** right to ask me private questions about my father’s death! The school board takes MY SIDE and even APOLOGIZED!!!

4. F*** YOU Judy W!!! F*** YOU Yvonne K!!!! Cause my mamma taught me NOT to steal! I was always an honest Bay girl! 😉

5. My father verbally abused my mother and my life was happier without him. Stop attaching everything I do to his death.

6.F*** YOU ALL in number 4 for attacking my ability on having empathy for strangers who die young or suffer. Having empathy for a stranger is not a bad thing. You think your Jesus would agree with you or me on that one?