My boyfriend broke up with me. I dated him for exactly three months. I don’t know how to feel. I really liked him, I think I still do. I’m trying to avoid him, but I still think about him quite a bit. I want to hate him but I can’t. He seemed so distant when we broke up, and the late time I saw him I heard forced laughter, I tiring to tell me he has moved on, but maybe I’m over thinking things. I’ve tried to move on. It has been about a month now. He had asked if I wanted to stay friends, but I don’t want that. He knows to much about me and I know too much about him to just stay friends. I thought of talking to him, telling him ‘I won’t give up on this relationship’. . .That won’t work though. It takes to to make something work like that, but he isn’t willing. He said he just didn’t like me anymore, and I was to clingy. If he wanted to make things work I would have texted him far less (that is the only thing I did that was classified ‘clingy’). He was my first.
I guess it doesn’t matter anymore.
I’ll move on, someone better will come along.
I just needed to tell someone what I was feeling, since I don’t understand these emotions.