Okay, so last November I experienced mental issues. I found myself crying all the time and then this boy came into my life and never cared about me he just wanted in my pants. My life just continued to be a constant let down. I wasn’t happy with where i was or what I was doing. To get attention I was doing things i never could imagine myself doing. But, then i started to change who i was and my life was a roller coaster that only went up but then recently I met a guy and i thought, “wow, this is it! The icing on the cake!” but boy was a wrong he doesnt like me at all. So i just am beginning to realize my life is still bad and i realize this doesnt have anything to with relationships but i just am unhappy and wish everyone understood it has nothing to do with boys its just i want to be happy and continue to improve from where i was.
