I fell in love with a coworker. It wasn’t until he was leaving to go to the airport for a vacation that it hit me. I started worrying about his trip and then I said to myself Why am I worrying so much? He isn’t my husband, brother, or a friend outside of work. It was like an explosion in my chest and I realized I loved him. I never acted on it. I started distancing myself in the hopes it would go away. I screwed my husbands brains out every day for about a month. These feelings still didn’t go away. I jumped at the chance to move to a different shift within our department. Eventually I left the company for other reasons.
I still have feelings for my former coworker and I haven’t seen or talked to him since late 2011. The feelings aren’t as acute but he crosses my mind nearly every damn day. I love my husband and I want these feelings to go away. Someone tell me how?
Please.