Dear lord and Jesus christ, forgive me for I have sinned Many times and I am a wretched sinner; Lord Jesus and my father in heaven mercy on my soul. I even think that I’m not forgivable. I worshipped money, objects, worldly items, and among other things in my heart which you know to be true.

I have lost faith in you and fallen from grace.I even contemplated suicide. I felt like I am forsaken and to be damned. I went through hell for 10+ plus years and was spiritually dead. I’m not a good man, for I have harbored evil within me and hated everyone and everything. I have too many sins to list or count here, can I be forgiven, or is it too late?

I hated myself and felt doomed and suffer from great depression, just wanting death. I’m 24 and been miserable since the 7th or 8th grade fell into temptation and didn’t care for life any more…everything just seemed pointless without you.

Can I be absolved of my sins??? Will the Church forgive me? Will the priest?

Will they accept fallen a Christian’s confession, or am I doomed to death and to be excommunicated? I am so sick, tired, and deeply sorry and cry out with all my heart and sorrow with all my tears which have all been used up with my anguish and throbbing heart.

I want to repent to feel your love even for a seond if it means it takes my whole life to repent?

Dear lord have mercy on me plz, I beg of you on my hands and knees in Jesus’s name I pray and even if that is not enough, what about my life as pentace? If you are a priest or a fellow Christian, can you pray for me to be saved through Jesus once more??? CAN I BE FORGIVEN??? Have I been forsaken by GOD??? *Sob* I’m a broken man, an the rightous pray for my salvation?