So, I’m a young man who’s going to leave his country because I’m going to follow my dream of becoming a chef. I’ll be gone in a week, so I began to say goodbye to everyone that I care about.

First I began with my crush; I travel a long way to tell her how I felt, I told her that I have loved her since I met her (that was 3 years ago). She just said ok and didn’t even try to tell me anything, I don’t know if she hates me, loves me or what. She literally doesn’t give a f*** about me, and that’s ok because we weren’t that close. One month after I told her how I felt she got a new boyfriend, which destroyed me and made me really sad.

Then, I decided to visit my friends and spend some quality time with them, they told me that they were planning a goodbye party for me and other friend who’s leaving the country too. Of course I felt so good when they told me about the party and I was really looking forward for that. They never spoke about the party again and after I few days I saw the pictures of my friends in the goodbye party of my other friend who’s leaving, and they didn’t even bothered in telling me about the meeting.

I just felt so sad and disappointed and I don’t have words to explain how I feel about that. Anyway, they still are my friends.

Today I just feel like a p************ and my confidence sunk to the bottom of the ocean. Probably this is the time of the year when people ignore me and my friends are doing a f****** great job at it. I would like to congratulate them, but those assholes are too busy with their own selfish s***.

The part that annoys me the most is that I always was there for them. I had to hear many stories about their s***** relationships and their broken heart, I had to sit with them for hours cheering them up and wiping away their tears. When someone needed money, guess who was the one that gave them a hand. But I guess they didn’t want to see me lately because they didn’t need a f****** favor from me. And I when I wanted to talk about how my crush rejected me, the only want who had time to hear my story was my dog (How f****** cool!)

I just wanted to get that away from me, I don’t really think that someone reads this s***. I’m just so disappointed and mad. Or maybe I’m just a crying little b****. Anyway, if you read this, you probably are concerned about this or you just have a lot of free time.

P.s: My English s****, it’s my Second language (sorry)