I consider myself a faithful believer, I now fully serve the lord and my faith is in him and his commandments but i will lie if i said i did not have my fair share of skeletons in the closet. I believe i need to only confess my sings to God, but i read in the bible that we are to confess our sins to one another also, not for forgiveness but for healing. And i think i need healing for the sins of my youth. I was christian when i committed some of these and for that i am deeply ashamed, but that is all in my past and will Never even cross my mind. All of these sins came from lust during those ages when the hormones race uncontrollably, you know when you are at that point of being turned on you will not think and can do some pretty stupid things, well here goes nothing.
I have committed acts of ***, not the full on or anything close, but acts indeed. And i am truly sorry.
I have committed acts of ***, it wasnt the full on thing, but it was still wrong and counts as so. For this, i am truly sorry and fully repent.
I committed acts of b*********.. one my lowest points and one of the things that hunts my mind at times.
I laid with prostitudes, and in so did the abominable twice, homosexuality. One of them was without knowing, and it took me a lot to get over that. It was a tranvesti and i convinced myself it was a girl but i knew it wasnt.
Those are the things i have never told anyone, they hunt my dreams, i hope i can get healing from these past sins in seeing your responses and hope some people will understand. When you’re turned out you can do stupid stupid things. I beg for your prayers of healing and forgiveness so i can finally let go of these past memories.