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I’m tired of laying awake from you. I’m tired of being second-rate. I’m tired of seeing losers win and winners lose. I’m tired of hearing that wicked people are religious. I’m tired of the stories that justice is served. It’s often too little too late. I’m tired of women s**-objects abusing male instinct, and then blaming them for it. I’m tired of music. It doesn’t help anymore. I am most of all tired of the fact that I’m getting tired to do anything about shoving my middle finger so high that everyone can see for miles. I’m tiring and less motivated to fight the darkness and evil that consumes me. I’m most hurt by the fact that I wanted you to be the one- and you aren’t. You’re gone. You’re not the angel I hoped for. You’re not the one I need. You’re no longer beautiful to me, and beauty in and of itself is not beautiful. You have no humility. You lie through your teeth and that is the worst part about it. You have lost faith in people, in me. I feel better, but I would rather tell you. The problem is you wouldn’t care. The hell within you didn’t even bother to love the father of her child. You don’t love anybody- maybe you love you- but it isn’t clear. You hide. You know what- I may be a lot of things, but I’m not afraid of much anymore. All I wanted was for you to f****** come out from behind cover so we could verbally tear each other apart. You are just another valuing lies over the truth. It’s comforting to you. Well I guess I throw my s*** out there to see what sticks. Are you really going to blame me for trying to get the truth out of you? It’s all I wanted. You’re just an actor. I hope your fairytale turns out. Sadly I don’t care to hear how it ends anymore. Just never got the chance to get the truth. Never that.

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I have to be honest about my secret turn on I am a 22 yr.old female who everyone thinks is a Saint, I’m very pretty, slender and smart, People see me as responsible,dependable, trustworthy, which I am, I babysat from everyone in my neighborhood, I am quiet and a bit shy, but I started reading a paperbacki found in an old tree house, it reeks of boys urine and has c** plastered pages, and many photos of big adult c****, this is what caught my eye as explored the fort with my classmate and friend, her older sister told us stories about how thousands of boys have shot their c** and peed all over the place for years and that girls also went their to m********* and she and her friends liked to piss all over the nasty sofas and mix their scent in with all the others, she said the smell was so strong that you could find it just by it odor and that it was gross at first but after a few minutes inside the c** soaked fort the s** pheromones were so powerful that you would start getting h****, then really h****! And that she never made it out of there without pulling their skirts up and grinding on the c** soaked cushions until they were so crazy h**** that they orgasmed while they buried their faces in the filthy s** drenched sofa, like they could feel every boy who shot his c** or pissed in that place and she loved the thought of all the first time orgasms that place had absorbed and the orgasms they had there were like no other they ever experienced, they were 5xs stronger and lasted for minutes and lingered for hours after they got home,with naughty thoughts and fantasies causing more orgasms to burst out and she was sure it made her enter puberty and her C******* and n****** started growing and aching like she was haunted by the thousands of boys and girls who left their sacred body fluids in there from powerful orgasms! It was all true! The scent instantly changed my mind and body I started hungering for it and we felt the urge piss all over the the place and then each other! I began enjoying giving the boys I babysat for baths where I would wash their bodies with my bare hands lathered in soap! It would cause me to explode in orgams, then I even played naughty with the dogs I would sit for while they went on vacation or out of town! Nobody who knows me would ever believe the things I did! I did my best not to go too far, which is why I began blowing off all the s***** tension with the dogs! There, I said it, am I a freak or has any other girls been that h**** at that age?

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I have to be honest about my secret turn on I am a 22 yr.old female who everyone thinks is a Saint, I’m very pretty, slender and smart, People see me as responsible,dependable, trustworthy, which I am, I babysat from everyone in my neighborhood, I am quiet and a bit shy, but I started reading a paperbacki found in an old tree house, it reeks of boys urine and has c** plastered pages, and many photos of big adult c****, this is what caught my eye as explored the fort with my classmate and friend, her older sister told us stories about how thousands of boys have shot their c** and peed all over the place for years and that girls also went their to m********* and she and her friends liked to piss all over the nasty sofas and mix their scent in with all the others, she said the smell was so strong that you could find it just by it odor and that it was gross at first but after a few minutes inside the c** soaked fort the s** pheromones were so powerful that you would start getting h****, then really h****! And that she never made it out of there without pulling their skirts up and grinding on the c** soaked cushions until they were so crazy h**** that they orgasmed while they buried their faces in the filthy s** drenched sofa, like they could feel every boy who shot his c** or pissed in that place and she loved the thought of all the first time orgasms that place had absorbed and the orgasms they had there were like no other they ever experienced, they were 5xs stronger and lasted for minutes and lingered for hours after they got home,with naughty thoughts and fantasies causing more orgasms to burst out and she was sure it made her enter puberty and her C******* and n****** started growing and aching like she was haunted by the thousands of boys and girls who left their sacred body fluids in there from powerful orgasms! It was all true! The scent instantly changed my mind and body I started hungering for it and we felt the urge piss all over the the place and then each other! I began enjoying giving the boys I babysat for baths where I would wash their bodies with my bare hands lathered in soap! It would cause me to explode in orgams, then I even played naughty with the dogs I would sit for while they went on vacation or out of town! Nobody who knows me would ever believe the things I did! I did my best not to go too far, which is why I began blowing off all the s***** tension with the dogs! There, I said it, am I a freak or has any other girls been that h**** at that age?