Fine. I’ll admit it. I have a tickling fetish.

Stupid, I know. I don’t even get it. It just is, and has always been. It’s not anything super dirty and horrible either. I swear, I like tickling better than s**. I think my internal wiring is messed up.

Normal, everyday things like tickle fights and such are fine. I do pay more attention than most, but I don’t get like, super turned on or anything. But it’s fun, and it makes me happy. I like seeing others smile, and love the sound of people laughing and not being able to help it. It’s a more pure laugh to me. This counts for moments when people find something funny and can’t help laughing too. It’s just so happy, and I love it.

However, it does become a turn on when it gets more serious. Mostly when it involved tying/holding the person down and tickle torturing them. Not too much, cuz it’s bad when they aren’t enjoying it, but it’s still much more intense, and I guess I just kinda like it.
I can be the tickler, but I prefer to be the ticklee, myself. I’ve never been in a more “intense” situation though. How on earth would you make that happen, anyway? It’s like, the weirdest fetish ever. It sounds stupid.

Most people fantasize about actual s** acts. I fantasize about being tickled, and even if it isn’t in a flirtatious way and it doesn’t turn me on, it still makes me much happier than the idea of any s***** stuff. What the hell is wrong with me? :/