Everyday I lie about how I’m feeling. I have forced myself to throw up before because of a comment my mother made about my weight. I have stopped eating before as well because of this. I have considered suicide so many times. I’m bisexual and have a crush on one of my best friends. They are the same gender as me. I have hurt myself before on purpose because sometimes I just feel so worthless and stupid. I have a fear that I will end up alone and unloved, a fear which was influenced by a prank phone call someone made to me. These are just some things that I hide from the people I know.