A thing that i realize is, i am probably one of the most boring people most unwanted people on the face of the planet. I live in a house where they look down upon me. I go to a high-school where i have no friends, I put on a fake smile every day and act like as if everything is ok. People have always used me for things no matter what it is, money, homework, video games, food.. You name it i probably gave it to somebody. I never been invited to a party, i never got asked out to hangout anywhere. I simply spend 2/3 of my day im ,my room with the lights shut off and the door closed. I get my a** kicked every single day in school, im to much a b**** to say anything. My school requires me to go to a counselor ounce a week because they think that im going to kill myself, they don’t say that but we both know thats the reason why. Im a 16 teenage guy. Who just wants life to be different