If suicide is selfish you are probably the cause of your loved ones suicide. If that is your attitude towards their death its not a surprise you failed to save them considering you only know how to think of yourself and your pain. Even in their death its all about you and how you feel. It’s good you feel bad. It’s your fault they are dead. YOU failed them. You are so self absorbed that even in their death you make it about yourself instead of doing self-reflection and seeing where YOU went wrong in saving your loved one. Yes, I am happy you feel so much grief and feel bad. Now maybe you can taste their emotions.

Yes, jessica I’m talking to you. I know you’re reading this.