I miss you. I think you were the one but we got confused and thought it should be something more than we had. Now that I’m older I would love to have the stable, reliable, hard working and sweet man that you were back. I haven’t seen you in so long though I know I’ve changed and I wonder what you are like now. What do you think about me? Do you regret what happened like I do? Is that why you apologized when I did? We were stupid kids but I think of we had met later in life we had something really good going and maybe things would have gone differently. I would really like to have coffee or lunch with you sometime to talk about this and see how your life and family are doing. I wish I knew if you would think I’m crazy for this or if you have some feelings even after all these years. I’m always thinking what if instead of settling for what I have.