I wish I could just be what women wanted. you know? like I’m just me.. white, 5 foot 7, shy.. I’m not good at talking to girls, even though the ones that know me think I’m super funny.. but that’s not what girls want,, they don’t want someone that sweet and honest that makes them laugh, they want someone tall and handsome with tattoos or some s***. most girls I try to talk to completely ignore me, idk what’s wrong with me. I guess I’m just me. sometimes girls f*** with me, act like they’re interested and it turns out to just be a joke or something and it’s not funny to me , like, that s*** hurts my feelings. I know I’m supposed to be a man but damn, that s*** hurts. I keep it to myself of course…

I’m so alone.. even when I’m in a crowded room.
sometimes I think if I killed myself, maybe someone would give a f***..
but that’s selfish right? not one nobody cares.