I’m attached. But i just can’t stop thinking of him, another him, a him who I missed, a him which I let go and chose my current boyfriend instead a year ago. I can’t stop thinking about him recently… so much about him is stuck in my head. I always have to lie to my boyfriend in order to meet him, and on nights we meet will always end with so much reluctance of leaving each others’ arms.

My heart always flutters whenever his warmth pass through me when he puts his hands on my waist when we decent down the escalator or strolling along. It will go on with a small kiss on my cheek. We both know really well whatever we did there was wrong, but we couldn’t stop. Maybe we could, but it’s as though neither of us want to. We carried on. The hugs and kisses go on till we reached home that always leading to us wanting more… But it always end of the same as me returning home due to my curfew…

Did i mention? He’s attached too. Yeah~ We are both cheating on our partners. It’s not that we do not love our individual partners. It’s just that, we are so used to being ‘ comfortable’ when we meet up. That comfort, that attraction and that appreciation was just like, or even more than how it was last year when we went out together as singles then. I miss times when we could hang out without having to feel guilty. I love kissing him. I enjoy making out with him. and confession is that, yes we did had s**.

S** was incredible. I never thought it would feel that good cause yes i really do love my boyfriends. S** was this step that me and him when overboard one night.

Now… I really can’t stop thinking about it.
Confession 2: I want that night to repeat itself again.