I found a s** tape of my boyfriend and his ex having a*** s**. Now I m********* to the video and I fantasy about them f****** ALL the time. This is not normal and I’d like the images to stop. She was so beautiful and now I kind of want him to have s** with someone else in front of me or have a t********. But, I would be too jealous about someone else touching him in front of me and I’d become disgusted with myself eventually. Just had to get it off my chest.