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I hate life because I always feel like I’m a worthless p************ that doesn’t deserve everything. I’m pretty sure all of my friends are tired of me and that I’m the less loved in the family. No one cares about me and nobody takes the time to truly know me. But I understand them I look so f****** bad and I must be annoying I guess. Without my best friend I’d probably wouldn’t be there. Should I just disappear anyway cause nobody cares? Every time I’m interested in someone they turn away. Am I that f****** bad ? Do I deserve all of this? Ah I wish I wasn’t there at the moment. I wish I could sleep forever and disappeart without anyone knowing. I’ll probably end my life soon cause nobody needs me anyway and I just feel numb all the time. I’m so young, I’m a waste of youth and life. But I’m also a waste of space and energy to anyone I meet. Gosh, I hate myself so f****** much. Does everyone hate me the same way I hate myself? I’ll never know and that’s probably better that way. I just need a f****** reason, a f****** purpose. My own best friends doesnt ever care. If she doesn’t, who will? yeah, of course, no one. I know I’ll make people sad If I kill myself but only because they’ll feel bad about themselves because they did nothing. They won’t even be sad that I’m gone, that I won’t be there to talk to them and do all the things I do for them. Cause I try my hardest to please everyone and to be perfect but my best isnt enough apparently. I just need someone who will love me. A family member, a friend, a lover, any f****** one. Please I need this so f****** much. But yeah who could like an ugly p************ like me ? I just f****** cant anymore.

Thanks to all the f****** assholes who made me that way. No I don’t trust anyone. How could I ? When I kill myself I hope all the regrets kill you on the inside too.

New Confession

One day at work I was talking to 2 women about womens underwear, we got to talking about Ann Summers underwear, I often walk past the store, and see various things in the shop, so on Friday night I went round one of the women’s house, and they dressed me up in various pieces of underwear, the other woman was there she did my hair and makeup, between them they dressed me, in a black bra and briefs with matching suspender belt and black stockings, my manhood was fully erect, then they put me in a black lace and silk dress, the 2 women began to kiss me on the lips, the women had stripped to there underwear they both wore what I was wearing, I was still in the dress, I could feel my erection through the briefs and dress I was wearing, I sat on the sofa I sat in between them, we were all laughing they said I looked wonderful as a woman, I told them it was something I always wanted to do, they then began to kiss over me there busts were in my face, then I joined in with them kissing, I was totally amazing, my lipstick, was on there lips, then when we had finished kissing, the women took off there briefs, and began to finger and licking out there womenhoods, then I joined in, I was still in my dress, which I think they wanted me in, that was the first time I had fingered and licked out a womanhoods.They then told me to get out of my dress, and take off my briefs, they were putting on s******* dildos, one of the women put it up my a*** passage the other women put it in my mouth, the women behind began to thrust in me the other woman held my head and pushed her s******* down my throat. They told me when I had a shower, they were very happy with me because I was the first man they had fucked, and they were nervous that I would not let them f*** me. I said next Friday. On Monday morning at work one of the women asked me to be her boyfriend I said yes of course, that weekend was the first time I had met the female members of her family

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