Everyday is a torture. I am 23 years old, married to a very wonderful man. We dont have kids cause were still working on making our career stable before having one.

We are 2 hours away, because of job preferences. We get to see each other once a month, if we a re lucky since our weekends is spent on our doctoral degree.

How can i fall in love with another man? How can i do this to my husband? I have not committed any s***** acts with this man but i know that if the time comes.. i may never control it. How could i do this when my husband is a very supportive man?

S*** just got real. I am so guilty cause for the past month ive been thinking about this guy almost every day… every night. But i cant even ask my husband how is he? If he would call me i would say that everything is so busy out here and whatever reason i could come up to.

I am so sick to the bones. And sometimes it will crossed my mind, why did i marry so early? I have thousands of questions running into my mind right now.