I love two great chicks, girls whatever. I made a promise to the previous girl that we would get married and grow old together, but now im with a different girl and I honestly am still holding onto that promise, but theres someone keeping us apart and we were together for a while of just going out and cuddling for hours. No matter what we always end up falling for each other. The other girl im currently seeing makes me feel good about my self again but not like her. I dont know what to do anymore, and its eating away at me and now I just drink lots,cut, take antidepressants. Ive gotten to the point of cutting where I need blood transfusions