I just spent $200 that I don’t have on a mini road trip and night out simply because the guy I love asked me to go. He wants to be just friends and it’s killing me inside. The best part was the two hours of cuddling in the backseat of the car on the way home, as he still gets this way and flirts with me quite often. As guilty as I am for spending this money, $200 is a small price to pay to spend a night with him and get to touch him even as friends.