I am jealous of my closest friend. She is everything I should've been but didn't become. And it's eating me up. She went through a lot of things to become

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I am jealous of my closest friend. She is everything I should’ve been but didn’t become. And it’s eating me up. She went through a lot of things to become who she is now, but whenenver we are out together, it’s like I don’t exist and guys do not talk to me at all. They only want to dance with her. I hate for it, even though I love her for being my friend. And MY HEART IS SO HEAVY WITH GUILT AND HATE I FEEL LIKE IT’S GOING TO BREAK. Like physically tear itself up.
I became a christian about 3 years ago but I’m not consistent in my walk with God and that’s just piling up on me. And the more guilt I feel, the more I eat. and then cue the neverending cycle. I just want to rest and be hopeful like I was when I first became a Chrisitan.. Is it too much to ask?

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