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I HAVE A STAPHLOCOCI INFECTION IN THE EAR AND SPECIALIST SAYS I HAVE A LEFT EAR CANAL STENOSIS AND WILL NEED TO HAVE BONE DRILLED OUT IN THE EAR AND MY EAR IS SLOWLY cLOsING UP … I AM SCARED CUZ I DON’T WANT CANCER HE SAID IT IS NOT BUT I AM STILL SCARED AS HELL CUZ I HEAR STRANGE NOISES IN MY EAR SO MUCH AND PRESSURE AND PULSATING SENSATIONS AND NASAL AND THROAT SORENESS AND YESTERDAY MY GLANDS WERE SWOLLEN. I AM SCARED.
I NEED A MAN LIKE DAVO JUSTIN TO SUPPORT ME … I AM VERY AFRAID OF SURGERY …
I HAVE TO HAVE A HEARING TEST SOON. i am having crazy nightmares and wake in a tremor shiver sensation and feel so scared. i cried the other day but my mood swings are outrage and feel angry all the time. i wanted to go to the hospital last night but i don’t want to look a drama queen or hypochondriac. my mum is not that supportive of me at all. i can’t talk to her about much. she is in another world at times.
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