Three of my best friends are depressed and want to sleep forever… and for the first time in a long time I cried… I’ve been fighting depression for so long now, I just want to help them out… One is starting to starve herself… she’s never hungry, never goes out of her room, and just sleeps…the second, her mom doesn’t accept her, most of her friends left her behind, she’s being bullied almost everyday…even cyber bullied! The third…her parents are getting a divorce, she started dating her best friends boyfriend when they were still dating. It hurts being drug into this, but I want to help them… I just want to cut again, but I don’t because I need to show them that things get better. That I’m there to help them all… yet both one and two… want to kill themselves tonight… it hurts it hurts… i cant lose them… im too young to be dealing with this now… they tried everything to calm themselves down and nothing works… I know I’ll fail as my duty as a friend… They’ll end up dead and it will be all my fault because i could talk them out of it… its all my fault… im so so sorry… please dont hurt yourselves anymore…