I don’t know how to feel, but pain is tearing me apart.
I am very frustrated because I have a friend who gets all the opportunities that I work freaking hard to get or find, she steps in whatever I am doing and succeed with almost no effort on something that I was working truly hard to accomplish. I feel that I have no space to be myself because she will be jealous of my things and the worst is that she never thanks me or anything. I feel like a victim of a vampire and I’m sick of it, most of the times I am the one at her side, and I feel she does not want to hear me anymore, while she speaks almost the same things everyday about her life. I am jealous that she gets things easier, and angry that she copies me to death and receive the applauses. I now it sounds selfish and immature, I know I lack in self confidence but I am very sad and tired.
I don’t want to lose a friend that I had for years but… I really wanted she could try to at least return a little for all the things I do for her.