I have a boyfriend in Australia and I live in America. He can be very loving but he hardly ever talks to me anymore. He tells me that he has a life and is busy. He used to make time for me every day to talk to me, but now he just gets on whenever he wants. I don’t wait for him anymore. I gave up. I complain to him that he needs to talk to me more and make more time for me, at least 1 hour a day, and I’ll be happy. But he says it’s too much and gets mad at me. I’ve been thinking about cheating. I’m too afraid to leave him. Because if I leave him, he’ll block all communications from me permanently. I just want a boyfriend who’s closer to home, loving, caring, and who is willing to make time for me. I love my boyfriend, but at the same time I don’t. I feel trapped.