I feel stupid and used for letting Darcy go down on me. I’m supposed to be gay, and I let Em touch me, and I wouldn’t give him the s***** penetration that he wanted. And i’m offended that he didn’t want to play with me again because I didn’t have p**** and v***** s** with him… i still made him come two times and so I feel so much like it’s my fault that i’m just myself.And that’s what the problem is… I wanted him to want me even though I don’t want to be with a man.. And the whole time that I was with him, I was thinking about justin