so i used to self harm, but i’ve gone without cutting for about two years. its now summer and i can honestly say i regret it so much. i have scars from my old cuts all over my hip and when i wear a bathing suit its really noticeable. i’ve tried to cover it up with foundation and concealer but nothing seems to hide them well. i’m really insecure about my scars and try to hide them by keeping my hand in front of them. people have seen them and some people have even asked what happened and i honestly don’t know what to say when people ask. i’ve never confronted anyone about my scars and i probably never will. people just don’t understand. i honestly regret cutting so much and i don’t know how to cover my old scars or what to say when people ask me about them.