I hate being home alone because my boyfriend works nights. I don’t sleep well because I’m afraid to be alone. To be perfectly honest, even though I know my boyfriend can’t help it because he needs this job, I’m mad at him because we spend so much time apart. I feel awful because I know how hard he works and I know that he’s trying to find a different job, but I still can’t help feeling neglected. When he is home he’s sleeping about 2/3 of the time and when he’s not sleeping he’s either playing video games or we watch tv or a movie together. I’m trying so hard to not feel this way so I’m not mad at myself anymore because I get crabby and take it out on him sometimes, which isn’t fair.