For the past for years I have been struggling with eating disorders. I was slightly overweight but started to feel so fat as I turned into my teen years so I developed anorexia. As it happenes, during the treatment I developed another, for me worse disorder, binge eating. As it became a habit on a daily basis, I became to the last phase, which is bulimia (but I do more excessive excercising rather than purging.) Now I “balance” somewhere between overeating and excercising and starving. I told my closest people a time ago but they think I´m fine now. So I act like I´m fine but I´m feeling worse and worse each day and every minute. I feel so ashamed and don´t feel like I will ever get better.