1) im a lesbian
2) im a (semi) recovering self harmer
3) I’m suicidal
4) I have a girlfriend
5) its getting bad again
6) she doesnt notice
6 1/2) she rarely speaks to me
7) I love her
7 1/2) she means everything to me
8) my vision is blurry
8 1/2) Im trying again
9) i want her to be happy
10) theres nothing for me here