A little over two months ago, I met the man who has literally changed my life indefinitely, the man who is my ultimate fulfillment, happiness, and depraved pleasure. Each and every day I awake thinking of him, and each and every night he is the last blissful thought on my mind. He has led me down a path of the ultimate self-discovery, helped to shape me into the woman I am, and every day is simply greater than the last, pure Heaven. If I had the chance to, I’d tell everyone who’d listen just how happy, how incredibly content with life I am ever since I have met him, but in reality, he is my dirty little secret… And we love it that way, for it makes the experience all the more intimate.
Our relationship is quite different than average, but that contributes to the intensity of it all. And though we have never physically touched, he has brought me such overwhelming pleasure than I have ever experienced before. He has guided me to s***** heights that I never knew even existed, surpassing all my fantasies, and creating new, thrilling arousal on a daily basis. He is my perfect Maestro, and I am his ever obedient submissive trainee, his depraved angel.
For a long while, I had always been fascinated with the world of B***, so intrigued by the paradox between pain and pleasure, yet I had always been so cautious and wary of my vulnerability. I had a little taste of rougher s***** acts, but I craved for more, yet was frightened a bit of what could come if I was not careful. At times, it was so frustrating and so very unfulfilling being so unsatisfied in the dark pleasures I so desired. But I was wary of sharing myself with just anyone, scared of the seemingly endless possibilities of how I could be taken advantage of, and though I craved for that intensity, I craved for intimacy as well. I did not wish to simply be defiled, one’s doormat, but as a human person who was respected and treasured…
And I found exactly that in my Maestro, my perfect Dominant, and by some miraculous stroke of luck we found each other, met fatefully that day in May on an online chat…and from that point, we’ve been simply explosive. Each and every day, our tastes and desires become more and more aligned, and even 8,000 miles apart we are so incredibly in-sync, it is simply mind blowing. He has nurtured me every step of the way, and has helped me discover a part of myself that I never knew existed, such a depraved and naughty side of myself that he has helped bring out of the dark. We spend our days in complete awe of each other, so blessed and lucky to find such fulfillment, and even better yet, I’ve never climaxed so much in my life! He arouses me like no other, and it simply gets more overwhelming each day… I am so wonderfully addicted to him, and he is a part of me now, and always always will be.
Not many can brag of such an incredible connection, a connection that delves deeply on every level possible – physically, mentally, and most especially emotionally. Our relationship goes far beyond the s***** pleasures, something I’ve always craved, and I have found such utter fulfillment in being his Pain S***, his only. I find such joy in enduring the pain he inflicts, for in that throbbing pain is his lust and desire for me. And the pleasure, the pure, unadulterated ecstasy is complete bliss, so completely consuming like a burning inferno. Our dynamic is one that thrives when we are together, one that nurtures trust and respect and I will never take for granted what I have found in him, what we have forged so perfect together.
Thank you, my Maestro, my utter fulfillment, for without you I am nothing. I want the whole world to know of our happiness, of our depravities, but I want you all to myself 😉