I’ve liked this boy for so long, before he met his girlfriend. I know enough about him to like him a lot. I’m afraid that I have let my shyness and insecurities take the best of me and that he’s falling in love with someone else. He is a really beautiful person and I want to be the one that makes him smile. He’s really taken over a big part of my life that I can’t see any other boy and find the same level of infatuation I feel for him. I don’t really know what do to, should I leave it? It’s been nearly two years and it sinks my heart every time I think about him. Hopefully I can forget about him but right now it’s really hard to do so.