I owe everyone money. I’m negative in my bank account and my rent check was bounced. I have to ask my parents for money and I’m so scared because my mom lost her job and my parents already told me that they can’t help me. My anxiety is through the roof. My doctor wrote me a prescription for an emotional support animal and I got a cat. I’m trying to relax and hold him to at least be able to calm down and sleep. My stomach is in knots. I’m scared that my parents will be mad at me for getting a cat when I don’t have money. I’m scared all the time. I’m scared that I’ll be a terrible kitty parent. I’ve always struggled at night. This just seems like all types of b*******. I feel like I have no right to be stressed out about something so “trivial” when there are people who really struggle with bigger issues. It’s times like this that make me wish I had killed myself. I wouldn’t be a burden on anyone. I wouldn’t be causing problems for other people or giving them stress or another reason to be mad at me. I’m sorry I’m such a p************.