Look. I really like you. But you’re away on business a lot and I can honestly understand if you want to be alone. I just wish that you would at least talk to me. Maybe I need to step up, I don’t know. Yes I’m chickenshit to talk to you, but I don’t know how without sounding like an uneducated, infatuated idiot. I hate feeling that way.
Just putting it out to the universe, maybe you are the one for me after all but if it impedes your dreams and happiness, then you can be happy withoutt me and I will have to deal with it.
I just hope I get some kind of sign from this.