i confess to scratching at my breast tissue to make it bruise and blood blister …
Genital Mutilation (what is my potentially trigger) I was wondering, does anyone elses self-mutilation focus specifically on the genital region or breast? When I started mutilating, my thighs were the primary target, but they”ve become such a blanket of scars that I do not feel much when I cut them any more. However, Ive found that lascerating and scalding my v****, labia, and pulling and cutting at my breasts is very centering, calming, and addictive. It is something I enjoy s*******, but I do enjoy the intensity of the pain with the pleasure of o***** it generates especially… its like I can not stop til I o*****…a*** and vaginal cutting…or using substances that burn for pleasure and to ease pain… I am worried, however, about the risk of infection or damaging my bladder and breasts and a*** (I have a split on my b*** hole I worry about) and how it will effect my intimate life. Does anyone else have this problem? How do you cope with/re-direct it? its all self harm … self mutilation with auto-e***** s**… I find partner s** difficult even before raped … I only ever had very old men or wrong men interested in me. I do not know what it is like to have a cute nice young college boyfriend who is loving or caring with s**
one time I cut my c******* even… it is smaller then what it was when I was a child. why was I not given a bonking partner when I was little who was cute to make me feel better about me rather then a dirty old bugger that made me feel worthless?? I have been gentially mutilating since the age or 12 but tried general cutting more in the past few years. i do it because people and men reject me and tell me I am s*** and worthless all the time.

catherine1moloaa birkdale