My first boyfriend just broke up with me. I cannot find a website in which people would willingly read the trillionth stupid breakup story, so I’m posting it on a random anonymous website. If you don’t want to know about two stupid kids love then quit reading this.
We had been going out for five months which sounds like a short time but at the moment it feels like it was most of my life. It started out great, my parents were… a bit put off but fairly accepting when they find that we have a notable age gap. We were fairly similar as far as our main interests – anime, manga, video games, hobbies, personality. Then he started talking about things like e****/h***** manga. I admitted I had read them. He started touching me every time we visited each other, this went on for about a month and I didn’t protest but looking back I really should have. We took a break for about a week, I was really freaked out that our relationship was going to fall apart if we need to take a break after that long, we’d only been going out about three months. After that, my parents were more cautious about our relationship, but we continued touching each other. Recently we came to a point where we both agreed we needed to stop. We had a conversation on skype(our main form communication) in which I argued that we could stop and continue a normal relationship, and he argued that we didn’t have the self control to stop and that we would either have to “restart” our relationship or it wouldn’t work. We agreed to meet up and talk about it. We didn’t talk for the next few days, but the day before in which I had not been on my computer he sent me a really long paragraph in which he broke up with me and lectured me that we both have to learn from our mistakes and move on to better ourselves.
So now I’m a weeping mess and I have no f****** idea what to do because it’s the middle of summer, I have nothing to do, I have exhausted my resources of the one person I talk to online and my sister to blab to about it, I packed away the billion things he gave me as gifts, went online to read other people’s sob stories, realized it’s normal, still have no freaking clue what to do in a small town with no one to talk to, and just typed this.
