My brain is fucked up, I was head injured in a car crash at very young age, it caused a huge lag in my social and cognitive abilities. It has effected memories, emotions, my entire life. It makes me so depressed I feel like ending my life every day because I never feel like anyone will understand. I hate myself for being broken, I never asked for this. I never planned to be broken. EVERYTHING I have learned and as smart as I may appear pales in comparison to what I know I could have been. I should end it all, but I never have the courage…