I am feeling terrible! My life is coming apart at the seams. In the past years I have had affairs and used drugs. Lied Cheated and stolen.. Been addicted to p***. I love my wife so much. I can not believe sometimes how awful a person I am. I want forgiveness The Lord Says Confess our sins one to another. That is why am Here. We are on the verge of losing our home. we have another opportunity but i fear my nasty heart will ruin my wife’s life. Please forgive me. I want desperately to be a better person. I am working very hard on being better. Please pray for me.