I want love. To be loved. To love.
I want the sun to give me happiness as well as light, as it did once before.
I want the wind to turn my stomach into nots with excitement, as it did once before.
I want the music to take me places I’ve never been, as it did one before.
I want the sight of babies to make me sigh, as it did once before.
I want the ring tone of my phone to make my heart race, as it did once before.
I want the 1 new message in my inbox to fulfil my deepest desires, as it did once before.
I want to wake up and smile, as I did once before.
I want to forget the outcomes, the consequences, the worries as I had once before.
I want to enjoy running like I did once before.
I want to enjoy dressing up like I did once before.
More than anything,
I want to express my true emotions to the world and not hide behind this fake innocent smile.
