I used to be loved by so many people, but I brushed them off, pushed them away. I got engaged and left my family and now I know that I did the wrong thing. I broke the hearts of so many people. And now what do I have? He doesn’t love me, his family doesn’t love me, my family doesn’t know anything about me, and every friend has moved on… turns out I am not so invincible. I just want to kill myself.