im 18 yr old girl from London & im so screwd im in luv w my teacher & he liks me 2 were tryin 2 ignore it but its 2 hard hes takn :((( married & lot older but were so gd tgetha weve srsly been tryin 2 stop talkin but cant n we cant help are feelins pls belive me were both normly rly nice normal n gd ppl but thts 1 of the things tht maks us like each othr
were both sooo confusd
& keep sayin ova & ova tht we just frends but we both no the truth n were tryin 2 fight it
sumtims he gets quiet n kinda moody & thts wen i no hes feelin bad bout it but then ill try 2 cheer him up & its lyk it works sumtims rly well but sumtims only a bit
lyk he seems lyk he dnt wanna txt sumtims so i leave him be
then hell lyk snapchat me or sumthin or ill see hes lookd at my story so i talk to him
& its lyk one min hes happy n frendly n his normal self
then 1sec l8r hell say we shudnt be talkin
then ill say sumthin & hell answer all happy agen & it gos up & down & well agree its ok bcos we no wat it is n its innocent but then the next day hell be weird agen
& sumtims hes the 1 who starts the convo thn he gets all weird
i kno i cant b the only 1 cos i kno ppl in my skl doin the sme – its a rly big skl like 1000s of ppl & i kno ppl doin it
just need sum1 2 get the feelins i have
i wud rather b his frend & nothin els than lose him bcos i just lyk him as a person 2 n mabe i can get ova my luv 4 him i just cant lose him
we dnt sext or flirt or nothin we jst talk cos we jst get on
hes not a crim hes a lovly guy so so nice & kind & he cars bout me & hes neva done this b4 in years of bein a teacher
im prayin 2 God 2 b 4givn 4 this n i feel so bad
pls pray 4 us

sori 4 the txt spk i can spell promis its jst so much quicka & im scard