I claim I don’t feel emotion the same way others do and it’s true but I always end beating myself up about not feeling sorry for anything. I have a freind who was abused most of her life and I just sat there with a smile the whole time she told me about. The same thing happened when an old freind told me he has been raped before. After all this I just curse myself and have tried to commit succeed a few times but when I think of what they go though I just lay down and sleep.