I love my boyfriend but I am to shy to start a conversation with him even though we have been living together for a year now. Every time I try he makes me fill awkward and dumb. I know he is not doing it on purpose so I don’t know how to tell him it makes me uncomfortable. I think my shyness is pushing us apart and I don’t want to loss him. I think I may be to late. I think I herd him tell his mom that he wants to leave me though that may have been one of my bad vivid dreams. It has been making me freak out all day. I don’t want to loose him but I’m also scared because I have nowhere to go if he kicks me out after the (mite be/mite not be) breakup. I have none and nothing to rely on but him right now.