I’m 14 years old. I always think about losing weight by throwing up or starving myself. There’s a voice in my head who tells me I’m fat and useless, and I just can’t do anything about it. I’m better when I’m around my friends and worse around my parents. I’m terrified of what I might do. I’ve thought about killing myself more than once. I have trouble surviving the weekends and school holidays are coming up soon. I’m scared of what might happen. I mentally abuse myself and just feel so AWFUL.
Nobody knows and I act like I’m fine but I need to talk to someone or just tell someone.