Since I’ve graduated from high school my “friends” don’t really invite me to go out with them anymore. Sometimes I wonder if they only ever did during school because they pitied me or something. It s**** cus it’s summer now and I see them posting s*** on Instagram like every f****** day and it’s like… are you taunting me or something? The worse thing is that there’s literally nothing I can do about this. If I say anything I’ll just come off as insecure, pathetic, needy, etc. It’s not like I can force them to invite me… That’d be worse than no invite at all. Ugh. I don’t even know where I’m going with this. It just s****. :/ Hopefully when college starts, it’ll be a blank slate and I can do things right and find real friends…