While eating pizza at my dinning room table I was watching everyone in my family besides my mom come home from wherever they were and they came in and started talking about all sorts of like stupid things. Like my oldest sister is really a nice person but she was just fighting with my mom and her arguments were just confusing, like she was only fighting for the sake to fight about silly things, she was upset that my mom was constantly fighting with her but she is just so self absorbed. Then my younger sister came in and I said hi but she returned her hello quite rudely so I told her that I had in fact said hi to her and she said “no you didnt” and I said that it would be impossible for her to know whether I did or didnt because I am me and she is herself, so she returns with “whatever everyone is being such jerks today”. And then before my step dad had left the house he picked a fight with my mom about how she wasnt feeling well enough to go to my step brothers baseball game. He doesnt live with us and he certainly didnt come out of my moms v***** so I dont see why she would have to go to his game but my step dad insisted by raising his voice and cussing at my mom, well he comes home and claims he did the exact opposite of what he actually did and my mom throughout the whole thing is trying to cope with having hyperthyroidism which seems really difficult but I cant say I know personally. And through the whoel thing my mom took it and thats when I understood that every single person in society cares more about themselves than anyone else. Then I realized that I already knew that and I knew that I’ve been living my life a certain way just to make sure that i wasnt self absorbed. Thats when I realized that people just take advantage of everything they get in life and its all about themselves its never about another person. The reason society just keeps getting shittier and shittier is because people only care about themselves. Thats why when I was down the sidewalk I always have to move for another person because they think theyre more important than me. Thats why if im in line and someone else wants to leave more than me that they will be sure to push me out of their way in order leave faster. Thats why when I was being bullied in elementary school my friends didnt give a single s***. Thats why everyone I’ve ever met besides my mom and my grandma has always treated me like im anpeice of s*** because they are more important then any other being on this fricking earth. Thats why people cut down trees and destroy peoples dreams and hurt animals and do all the other s*** they do because society all of you people are self absorbed assholes that will do whatever they can to make themselves happy.
