I’m lonely and scared. I want friends I can trust, a girl I can call my own, and brothers I can drink with but I can’t trust anybody. I follow logic over emotion and analyze everything to the point of being convinced that everyone around me is lying to me. I don’t want to die alone but I also don’t want to risk being hurt again. I’m confused but can’t admit It to anyone. I’m lonely but refuse to befriend anyone. All I want is one person who wouldn’t leave my side.