I am a psychopath and I have hurt a lot of people mentally. I’ve never understood why I couldn’t have sympathy for others, be social with others, or the urge to hurt the people who deserves it until my therapist told me that I have anti-social personality disorder with psychotic behavior. She told me that she needed to do some tests on me in order to put that I was a psychopath on paper. At the moment I admittedly dropped her as a therapist. I can’t risk her marking me for life. I’m starting to have a lot of fear of being found out for who I am. The mess I’ve tried so hard to clean up keeps on getting dirtier but stupid mistakes. The things I’ve done mostly involved hacking and black mailing in order to destroy their social reputation. I have a rubric for the type of punishment that person gets. If the person attacked another person using mental abuse, I would hack their Facebook and post all their secrets. If the person attacks another person using physical abuse, I would make their family members hate them by hacking their Facebook and sending very rude and disturbing messages to the family about their secrets. Now if the person has destroyed another’s life, I would blackmail that person to do something that will scar their memories. It mostly required them to do something s*****. I am a monster. Sometimes I am ashamed of what I do, sometimes I love the satisfaction of hurting a bad person, and sometimes I just need to hurt someone. I wish I could be normal but that is not a possibility. I just needed to confess my biggest secret without people knowing who I am. Thanks for reading hope you don’t hate me aha.
